How great is our God

Speaker: Louie Giglio

i am not good at summarizing talks or telling story......something i really have to improve in

in this talk Louie showed us how big our God is by letting us see how big the universe he created is and how small we are.....
and when i am lost in wonder....
he turned the entire message to tell us that as big as our God is, he cares for us...he loves us, he know what we are going through

God promise no matter how diffcult the road, no matter how dark the night, no matter what we are going through He will hold us together!!!
then he show us a photo of laminin....a protein that hold our body together....
in a shape of a cross!!!

which means when we thought no one cared, there are millions of crosses in our body holding us together.....

to conclude, Louie show us a verse in isaiah 40.......
we know that God is big enough to create the universe
we know that God gave us his son
God have overcome the world......

but did he see what we are going through?
isaiah answer this question by saying.....he is big, a star breather, a universe maker but he is also know what we are going through!!!
and he promise that when we are facing crisis, we are in places that we cannot move on anymore....when we thought we cant take one more breath......
God did not promise that we will wake up in rosy circumstances or our troubles will dissapear but He promised that:

Isa 40:28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the LORD, The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable.
Isa 40:29 He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength.
Isa 40:30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall,
Isa 40:31 But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.

he promise that he will renew our strength so that we shall run the race and not be weary....so that we will have enough to moved on!!!

My story
every time i listen to this message i wanted to cry....it was so amazing when we thought no one care...God cared......

many of my friends even people who lived with me thought i am always happy, never sad, no problems, carefree........
but they are far from the truth.....as one of my main ability or talents is to control my emotions
even at the toughest time of my life....i can put on a smile and encourage others
even when i received smses or calls that could break any men, i can still joke around and act like nothing happen.......
no one cares for me as they thought i have no problems

besides that i am not the type of person that like to share my heart to others unless its is life and death...
i never share my problems with anyone, because i do not want to burden people
i am also strong enough to face the problems myself as i have proven in the past that even at the toughest time, i can still performed in everything i do....
most of the time, when i shared...90% of the people i tell my problems to cant help...

and perhaps most of the time when i shared, no one understands as no one gone through things that i have go through......or they will try to give advice and worst still they talk about their problems until instead of them helping me, i have to help them haha

but at the end of the day, it is never easy to stand alone.....when i walk back to my room, at times i don't know what to do, at times i just hope this life just ends then everything will disappear....and sometimes i just go to sleep to escape all those pain.....

when i heard this sermon, i realize that my God not only understands, He is always there for me and are willing to help me through impossible circumstances like this!!!and i realize that when i can't take one more step in life, He will renew my strength